this has been a interesting christmas...and yet it has been so sweet. my family has been a blessing (even my dad). i have cooked twice today, both times making too much food, i think i need to have a bigger family :P i won six $ from the lottery ticket in my stocking and it has just been good.
but i long for more, i want christmas with little children feeding on their energy and life. i want to have my whole family both sides here delighting and sharing in each other. i want to know what it is like for my family to grow bigger with more people added. i long and i wait and i hope.
God is good today and i feel contentment and longing living side by side. i don't feel restless or rushed, just at peace. and so far i haven't needed to smoke which says much about my family.
happy christmas to all and to all a good night!