Monday, December 05, 2005

why do i do this?

so it is almost three in the morning and if i go to sleep i have to get up by six thirty at the latest. i am so tired my eyes and brain can barely focus on the article i am reading and i know that most likely i will have to pull another all nighter tomorrow. why do i put my self in this position? if i had just gone to bed when i got home i would have gotten at least five hours of sleep, while not great that isn't to bad either. but no i didn't.

oh lord please help me make it through cruelty i have put upon my me to function well inspite of myself abuse. care for me because i am not doing well at it.

well i guess two hours is better than nothing, right? there is so much to do and so little time.


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