to all my wonderful friends who have left much encouragement since june...i didn't realize that i had to look for comments and accept them. i am so very sorry about that. especially to michael gruber...my friend let me apologize for being such an ass. please forgive my computer foolishness.
portland is good but all i want to do right now is drink and smoke...i forget how easily the emotional baggage sneaks up on me when i am at home. my heart is achy to...i want to be at church tomorrow but it is grace i want and that is in seattle. it was so wonderful to be there last sunday. enough for now.