ever since i got back from nyc i have been thinking about all the reasons i love theatre and acting. in this processing i have realize that part of what acting allows for (at least for me) is the ability to take on and explore another's chaos without having to actually live in the day to day of that chaos. i keep wondering if this is a way for me to explore the emotions i am not "allowed" to feel in a safe context?
i am planning on looking at schools down in california next month...yet after sometime hanging out on IMBD and seeing all the wonderful stuff my bold and talented friends are doing i kind of freeked out. i was questioning if i really have any talent at all? or if i am just adverage...and if i am just adverage is there a way to get better or should i just give up? i don't know.