Saturday, July 21, 2012

ramblings...

I live in tensions. Those ever present sets of warring or seemingly warring pulls. Somedays I want the simplest of lives unfettered by the wonton desires that barrage my heart, in those moments I long to be one who is happy with creating on the sided getting married and having a normal sort of life. Yet more often than not the other side draws my path wanting way more than that. The desire is to creative, change the world, change lives, tell stories, fall in love and travel the world. No matter how hard I try the latter vision demands it be heard and followed. I cannot escape it nor do I really want to....but I do still living in the tension of unfilled desire, the empty hole that has yet to find a partner. Someday is the phrase that runs through my head yet someday has yet to appear....

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